Monday, December 24, 2007

The Sounds In My Head!

See Its happening again...the sounds in my head are disturbing me more than the outside sounds.Well its been a problem with me for long....I think I m hyper-active!Never heard of this?Well I coined it myself right now.But I think this should be a valid term.Well my meaning of Hyper-Active is a kind of guy who wants to do and achieve a lot in almost impossibly short time.So,somewhere he gets lost everytime he starts and is left with only foggy paths ahead of him.Sounds negative....make it a bit neutral term....he is confident and hard-working to achieve them all but instead of taking each - one at a time he heads in all directions...so he is just kinda INDECISIVE!Well thats what my Aks calls me.Aks!You have heard about her in my profile.Never mind.
So,this Indecisiveness is the reason of Non-Stop Hip-Hop inside my brain.I really want to achieve a lot and I am afraid that I have no time in hand.Well right now I m working on VB.NET,ASP.NET and I want to enhance them to AJAX and JavaScript.Since I m doing it all by myself I have just Ebooks and Online Help to rely upon.I kno thats a lot actually but also a (Lame) excuse of myself getting lost all the time.Added to this I have started developing the website I mentioned in my previous blog.Not only this, I have also signed up to a few forums on (mainly) technical discussions since they are really good and attracted my attention instantly.So eventually I am struck with my poor lappy and my bed for last few weeks or so.No doubt I m learning a lot but at the cost of my sleep.I havnt slept the whole night today and still not feeling like sleeping.Rather that sound in the head telling me what to do next,how to strategize things etc is not letting my being to go into a "Hibernate" state.
Anyway, if I am not sleeping then let me work till I fall down(on my cutie bed to sleep!) on my own.May be that may reduce "The Sounds In My Head!"

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